MY BIG BROTHER.

the one that always taught me everything:
remember when i was 13 yrs old, my big brother was telling me which stall in the canteen was nice and stuff. remember when i was in secondary school, my big brother would always make sure that he answered all the questions i asked about studies no matter how late was it in the night or how late he was for his meetups. remember when i just finished my olevels, my big brother was telling me about his jc life and how to score good results like him. sucks. though he bullied me when i was little, made me cry during my birthday (i still remember that), he was someone that i always look up to and he was kinda my role model. all his acheivements be it in studies or whatever made me work extra hard to be even better. now that he's gone for studies in the states and will only be back in august, i feel rather empty. there's no one to talk shit to me, no one to help me download songs, no one to repair my com when it's down.

im super sad okay. cried the shiat out of me when i was at the airport and in the car. luckily mascara is waterproof cause i didnt check. im gonna miss him so so so much. hopefully he will be able to cope well there and get good results and come back. please be safe and dont get robbed. same for my second brother who's sitting the plane back himself on the 15th.
hopefully the phrase 'time flies' will really take effect cause im missing my 2 brothers' crap alr.